Something is happening to me that I just don’t understand. I can’t think straight anymore. My reasoning is all, uh… twisted and distorted, you know? I seem to be disassociating myself from reality more and more each day. I’m anti-social. I’m becoming dangerously immoral. I’ve lost the ability to distinguish right from wrong, good from bad. I'm scared, ma, and I feel sometimes I'm plunging forward into some kind of black void.